the defective way,

Murtads in Malaysia and Singapore

Irritatingly bothersome. Absurd. Illogical. Gagged up, preposterous and ludicrous. Try figuring that out. Uh, Feeling so agitated after going through the group's recent status updates. I know there's no point being aggregated over this ridiculous nuisance, ( it's not like my feelings are going to help in anything ) but it's just something I can't be silent about. UH, Grief stricken over this bunch of confused people.

I don't see how all these criticizing and mocking would help protect the rights of apostates or the freedom of religion. No doubt it's some good intention. But it's the wrong way. The wrong choice of words. The wrong train of thoughts. What's left is just plain hypocrisy. Disturbing. Intruding. Contradicting. ( If the church ever gets involved with groups like this)

Dear Janice,
Speak up, but NEVER mislead people.
Never bring up controversies if you yourself are carelessly being negligent. Never try to delude. Never try going two extremes.

Dear Daddy,
I AM CHO BUMMED OUT! CHO VERY BUMMED OUT! Forgive us for being such a bunch of hypocrites. Please give me a kick in the heart if I'll ever turn up to be one. Help me never to be boxed up and confused, never to react impulsively over a rush of emotions. Never to be judgemental, and never to follow my own confusing heart. I know this is never how you want us/ or whoever else to protect and love the ones you love. Expose the eyes and ears of our hearts to the truths that'll set us free from being chained up into pools of deceitful lies and to always have a clear conscience :)

Thank you for teaching me to always question my faith whenever I doubt something. ( also being there for me even when I doubt you! :) , providing solid answers, and ultimately satisfying my thirst for truths. Love you so much! :3


Shot in October, @ Grand Istana Rama.

1 Be willing to accept those who still have doubts about what believers can do. And don’t argue with them about their different ideas.
2 Some people believe they can eat any kind of food, but those who have doubts eat only vegetables.
3 Those who know they can eat any kind of food must not feel that they are better than those who eat only vegetables. And those who eat only vegetables must not decide that those who eat all foods are wrong. God has accepted them.
4 You cannot judge the servants of someone else. Their own master decides if they are doing right or wrong. And the Lord’s servants will be right, because the Lord is able to make them right.
5. Some people might believe that one day is more important than another. And others might believe that every day is the same. Everyone should be sure about their beliefs in their own mind. Romans 14.

It's a just vexed feeling, you know? A sick one.

Sleeping in for the day,

A picture of Seth Zachary's creamy little greenish
birthday cupcakes from Ninth of July! :)

Exactly 27 windows opened in one fourth of an hour.
Of music videos, photographs, photoblogs, inspiring scrap and sketch sites, skype and facebook. I must admit, it's years since I spent such a long time in my room alone. No wonder I woke up feeling productive. Just a second. Scratch that. No one ever wakes up first thing to productivity. You gotta earn it. In other words, you need to move UP and out of bed, start doing something and call your day productive.

Like I said on Facebook, pretty much locked myself up in my little roomie the whole morning, crafting my way outta piles of recyclables ( which reminds me, I must have caught a little claustrophobia while I was at that ) Let's just say that I wouldn't survive another minute being stuck in my room with so many colourful strands and pieces of paper, ribbons, punches, pencils, markers, stamps and what not, without doing anything. Gooey hands, butt aches, cramped legs and coloured fingers. They surely work well together alright.

*Takes deep breath and exhales*

Now that it's the late afternoon and the daylight's decreasing, I shall take some time off to go for a jog. Definitely never too late for jogs! Ah, Feels good to know that I've done what I've set out to accomplish for the day. Well .. At least I think so?

:)

Dear Dad,
I thank you for another day of living, moving, and breathing. T'was fun, indeed!
Time to open up those doors! ;)

School has just been all the more, exciting! :) Well, Other than the times you lay on the table and doze off to sleep. Let's pick those recyclable items up and get going, lady! :)