Unto You.

I live for you,
All of my days belong to you,
you draw me to, your tenderness,
you make me new.

Into the secret place, I will run,
where my heart can be free ,
in the grace that I've found.

Unto You,
Be all glory and praise,
How my heart seeks your face,
as I'm waiting on you.

Only You,

Are my strength and tower,

Fill my life with your p'wer

As I stand here in awe of you.

Temporary death.

Heya bloggarians! again.


Hrmm, It hasn't been that long since I've blogged , i guess. Well. Sad to say, here I am sitting right in front of the computer WAITING for that very faithful day, the 5th of October 2010. Where all my effort ( also , everything else ) boils down to four annoying, restless, nevertheless, stressful days of my life so far. Well I'm not so sure bout the stressful part, but yeah! Still, i'm not as STRESSED as Jedida. *grin at her* She'll be poking me in no time. Anyways, it's good to have jolly good parents like mine. They never seem to stress me out, or create unnecessary stress. That's probably why I'm so relaxed right now. Maybe TOO relaxed.


Not only do I know I'm blessed to have such loving people in my life,
I also have one young adorable sister who would distract me and mark all my sheets of exercises whenever, or wherever she is. :)


and YES. I AM, INDEED.

ONE HAPPY GIRL :)

But sad to say, my blog WILL remain dead at the moment. And this , Jofan, is temporary death. I suppose I'll get back to where I've left soon. on the eleventh of October, to be exact.

Okaaaay I'm off to my books and whatmore ;
PMR! :)
Never coming back till then.

♥

Corruption within ourselves.

"We look for light, but all is darkness.

We look for brightness, but we walk in deep shadow.

At midday we stumble as if it were twilight ;

among the strong, we are like the dead.

So justice is driven back, and righteousness stands at a distance ;

truth has stumbled in the streets,

honesty cannot enter.. "

Who then, shall we blame, besides our very own selves?
If only everyone in the world lived as children of light.

Yes, You are Light, when the darkness closes in.

I love you.
:)

#2 Thoughts from within,

Today , I was firmly reminded again.

By whom, you ask? The One who called me by name, and nevertheless, provide me with EVERYTHING I need, and the strength I needed to face the bumper rides in life.

10And here is my advice about what is best for you in this matter: Last year you were the first not only to give but also to have the desire to do so. 11Now finish the work, so that your eager willingness to do it may be matched by your completion of it, according to your means.

The words Struck me pretty hard right there.
I know my purposes in life. I know what I should do. I know I should place others first before me. I know that many out there need the little stuff I do. I know there're many out there who needs what I have, and to care for them. Yes, I know. I'm not perfect, but my imperfection pushes me to grow more.

So I HOPE YOU, right there. Yes you. If you feel tired or weak, or worn out.
Don't let it overcome you. Share it with someone, give it all up to HIM.
If you're able to strive and push on, you'll enter into a whole new level.
I wanna encourage you. Trust me, it's all worth it.

All in all I'm glad that I'm ..

" pressed but not crushed,
persecuted, but not abandoned,
struck down, but not destroyed,
I am blessed beyond the curse,
for His promise will endure,
and His joy will be my strength .. "

#1 Thoughts from within.

Yes I've been on Facebook to take away some of the unnecessary stress, and I came across what I've wrote couple of weeks back.

"We need a breakthrough in our generation to be conscientised on realities and be moved to show compassion and mercy in dealing with the poor and marginalized. "

Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:

to loose the chains of injustice

and untie the cords of the yoke,

to set the oppressed free

and break every yoke?

7Is it not to share your food with the hungry

and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—

when you see the naked, to clothe him,

and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?

Yeah. That's what I wrote there. Of course, I do believe more of these words should be put to practical use. Not just talking the talk, but Walking the talk. Since December 2009 , I'm constantly reminded of the things I SHOULD focus on, not just to look on the surface of things, but to look at things with a different perspective. That's how I've tried to live for the pass 10 months.

I must admit, at times, I'll be worn out ; tired.
Striving so hard to do what I've started off with.
To balance life, and what-more. My priority as a student, daughter, sister, and friend.
Yes, it's hard. It's a choice you have to make, right? If you chose to have the burden for people out there, then you've to die to self and turn away from the luxuries and comfy lives you were living in before this. I was well aware of that and thank God I'm not the kind of person who'll die without Facebook for a year ..

WHY?

to all so called Malaysians :)

since you're one, did you realize that Malaysia's the No 1 destination of Indonesian victims of human trafficking, according to the International Organisation for Migration. READ IT UP! There's no need for a lie. It's written and proven.

I suppose not.
Because many out there chose to focus on themselves rather than thinking of the world beyond their own comfortable world. Why? because people nowadays take for granted the blessings they have. Sometimes, even me.

So you think happens only to United States ? and not Malaysia? Well today, I'd like to remind you that you're facing a high risk of being trafficked into prostitution ( that's right. Malaysia. ) or modern day slavery. Sounds cool? I mean, Hoorray! Malaysia Gets FIRST PLACE for human trafficking and we're sticking our butts in front of the computer. Wow! Don't you feel a thing? You hear stories bout our corruptive governments and lousy stuff but DO YOU CARE? Will you start playing your part and do something?

These people live in fear everyday. What to they wake up to? will their voices be heard? Yeah, go ahead and imagine yourself being in their shoes. I don't think you'll ever get the change to complain bout the HOT WEATHER in Malaysia anymore. Neither will you be able to switch on your air cond and start texting. Life ain't always certain. Today you might get to cool off your body with air cond. Tomorrow you'll be dumped in the boot of a car, being squashed with 20 other people, trafficked away.

II'm just voicing some very watered down thoughts I think you guys should know. I dont know bout you but I keep tearing whenever I think of these people. Listen carefully to the VOICES needed to be heard. (!) I tear whenever I think of the people who HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH HERE, and still demands for more. Lives are taken away daily, not one, not two, but hundreds, could be thousands. GAHH! I just dont know what to say anymore. People need to be selfless. People need to think of OTHERS before themselves. PEOPLE, with HEARTS, need to DO SOMETHING instead of WATCHING and NODDING . PEOPLE, WITH MAN POWER, need to fight this. People that would empathize need to stand in the gap and intercede.

SPEAK UP for people who CANNOT speak for themselves .PROTECT THE RIGHTS of all who are HELPLESS. Speak for them and be righteous judge. Protect the rights of the poor and needy. Proverbs 31:8-9

Needless to say, many people these days chose to be ignorant and let complacency take over them. People these days choose to be apathetic in this ignorant generation. Breaks my heart to think bout the world and the many more corruptive, abusive things happening, whatmore? it'll shatter HIS.

Why won't be rise up as a generation that CARES for the LOST, HUNGRY, NEEDY, BASICALLY, the VOICELESS?
Why are people so self centered these days?

WHY?
:(


I dont know what to say.
I'm messed up ; all over the place.

Just do me, yourself, and God a favour.
Quit idolizing and stop thinking of ME, MYSELF AND I.
There's a WORLD out there that NEEDS you.
PLEASE.

; enough said.