SELF INVITE, SELF INVITE! :D *BURRPS*

*FARTS*
*BURPS AGAIN*
'' OHH, Nooo, SUSSHIII!''
Dedicated to, Daphne Lee :)
Love you, babe!

MISSION CAMPERS!
Must go out with me I tell you, no exception. HEH HEH.

Hello people ;)
I'll just go straight to the point and type everything I wanna say.
I'm doing this for my fishy weird good friend of mine, Hor Sue Xian.
Thursday, OUG pasar malam.
OUG CG people better come! Alicia, Justin, Sek Hao, Basil , Sue Sue. TET SEAN. Ben. Jared. An absolute MUST. Anddddd, everyoneee else! ;D Give me a call ya. or drop me a text.

RECESS REVO MEETING, doing it cause i LOVE my dad!
HIGHLIGHTS OF THEE WHOLE BUSY WEEKEND,
FRIDAY 1-2PM , CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME! OR SHIN WEI ;D

Lunch on Friday after school. Doing this for Li Yueng.
COMMMEE! Everyone must tag along. The more the merrier =)
EVERYONEEEE OKAAY. haha , I dont knoww how to sqquueze in lah.
Dont be afraid to self invite because I'm doing the exact same thing *EVIL GRINS*
Call Li Yueng! :D I want YOU to come tag alongg.

Now, I'm doing this for Nicholas Leong and Judith Mary.
Friday Night , IOI Mall, Reunion Dinner plus Birthday celebration.
All former SKSM-ers plus lousy people like SEAN AND JOHN HAVE TO COME.
Yes, no exception for you two cause I say so ;D Otherwise .. HRMM.
Call Nick! :D

Saturday Morning.
Lunch with famileee, dont intterruppt me pshh. HEHE ;D

Saturday Afternoon, Doing this Li Yueng.
Just get your butts to MV or something lah.
Come tag along! We'll settle for a movie to catch up or something.
Don't worry bout meals, it's all under Li Yueng since she's so rich ;D
Agaaain, everryone has to be there okaay!

Sunday Morning/ Afternoon. Doing this because i love you people!
YCCC-IANNNS! :DDDDD
Youu guys better stick your butts to minee, i dont care we have to hangout somewhere cause I hadnt been spending enough quality time with all you people, SOOOO Move your butts! ;D Do it for Basil, Selena, Mandy, and my sake! :D Because I love you people and I wanna spend more time with you people. ( This is the part where Melissa's suppose to say .. "AWWW, i love you , retarded soul sister, and then her heart will melt ;) Selena Tee, we hadnt been Ipanema shopping lately *WINK*
Give me a call, or drop me a text. OR, Anyone you knoww.

Hrmm, Dont get me wrong, I posted all these up, just cause I was too lazy to text you guys one by one and announce it everywhere like I was told to. So blogging was my last resort. =) it's actually pretty fun, having all your activites planned out for the weekend. Heh.
Makes life so much easier.

Ohh and one more thing.
Everyone who read this just sqqquuueze and tag along laa,
the more the merrrieerrrr ;DDDD
Call me call me call me! I would love to spend more time with YOU.

*HUGGSS*
Coooommmeeeee,
so that you would make me SMILEEEEE!
;D

Hold me, Never let me Go.

You pick me up When I'm down , And on my own.
You hold my hand, And lead me on ,Into your plan.
Whenever i cry out you hear me, Whenever i fall down you hold me.

Hold me ne ver let me go, Change me,
I want the world to know ,You are living in me.
Dad, I know you'll never let me go.
Dad, help me stand For you each day, And be your voice.

Planetshakers , Never Let Me Go.

:)
*shake shakes*

What about LOVE?

Hear now this declaration
From out across the nations
We need to wake up and understand

Many hurting hearts are crying
But our voices seem to be dying
Can you see the battle raging on?

To be continued..

What? I have NO IDEA :)

Dear dad, I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what’s gonna happen next. I don’t know why and I don’t know how. There’s alot of things I don’t know, but you know EVERYTHING.  I dont know why all these are so sudden. And just reading from jeremiah 29:7, it comforts me :D Today, just to look at the skies, and see the world through your eyes, is so wonderful. Just to spent everysecond mumbling to you, is just so cool ;D I didn’t know all these obstacles were gonna hit me today, but it did. Though I may not know what cheeky lil weird stuff is in front, I’m glad I can rest in you. Im secure in your hands daddy. I know you’ve called me to do greater things, I know you’re preparing me even right now. But please help me stay strong and hold onto you. To really focus and not be distracted. Thank you for this soo awesome peace you’ve placed in me. I still SMILE, and FART, and BURP ( well maybe not so much of the farting and burping) BUT YEAH,

I can do all things through you who strengthens me :DDD
Your strength is made perfect in my weakness.



And so,
I feel challenged yet stronger than ever ;)
AND I STILL LOVE YOU.
=)


Thank you Shin Wei for everything! :D
I owe you one big meal, babe.
and we JUST have to FIND time to sit over coffee and spent our ‘TIME’ together. HAHA ;D

but right now I've to spend time with my daddy first.
I have a long long 'appointment' waiting for me to attend.
See you people tomorrow at prize giving ceremony! :D

I ROCK, but you're the ROCK of my life.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:13

OHHH YES, I heared from you today! ;)
*jumpsfartsscreamssmilesburpslaughs *

Hey dad! :)

Today you told me that , Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the my mouth.. Matthew 4:4 ( personalized! ;D) Your love is so amazing, so overwhelming. It draws me close to you everyday. Your plans are neverchanging , always for me, and never against me. Love me, break me, shape me, mould me, let my life shine for your glory. Love me, hold me, guide me, lead me, to your ways and your ways only. It doesn’t matter where I go , that even in the deserts, in the streams of water, it will flow. And in this world of cicumstances, that justify the end, all I need is YOU. I love you , daddy. And I know how it feels like to get your hearts crushed just like that. Ohh and , prize giving day is gonna be so boring, man! Plus, Tse ann’s going to Korea on my birthday. Daddy please make her trip the awesomest trip ever! :D and Yueng Jie wants to know you! Haha. Okay, I'm going to sleep now. Oh before that, I wanna let you know that Melissa Pok's my super retarded soul sister! Haha, and I want to go swimming with kor tomorrow! Wookaay off tooo beeeed =) See you sooon daddy! Oh wait, you're looking at me now! Hahah.

Dear Janice,

You are the light of the world, A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your daddy.

Okay, I'm ready to kick butt tomorrow again! ;)

Goodnight, I love you.

Thank you, I can't stop smiling now.

Now if you wonder what're the thoughts that goes through fifteen year old these days ..

My blog's the weirdest answer to your question.

Dear daddy,

It's very nice to hear from you again today. I feel different today. Very very different from the way I feel everyday. I felt like I know you even more. I felt close to you, in a way. :) I love you. so very very much. If i could, I would squuueze you tight even right now.

Hrpmsh. I feel like farting more sushi. WHERE'S the DAPHNE when I need one?! *looks around* Ohh and Mel, Sel , Ba, John and Jared. I hope you guys are still keeping my random note on carboard boxes ;D I'm sorry la, my hands was just plain itchy and i HAD to scribble something for you guys. That's only cause I love you. and I'm sorry I ditched hanging out with you guys. Needed some family time myself. Glad I made the right choice though ;) ANYWAYS,

What i would like to do now is to just sit down and talk to my daddy,

So if you'll excuse me, before that, I would like to give Daphne a big fart. :)

And Mandy a very very very very HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY.

To Jared, Selena and also Basil Cha!

I dont know bout you but I feeel hyperrrishh and ready to kick more butts tomorrow!

PEEEEEL AN ONION! ;)

With Farts of sushi love,

Janice.

Here's to my fellow beloved Impact Team.

Oh , you make me smile.

:)

I guess like Alex said, The 'Beauty' word was actually for AGC's WWF.
; I am beautiful.
Haha, but I suppose all of us are beautiful in a different way.
So , since we're all so pwetty people we should keep on impacting people's life, right!

I feel hyperly grateful ( whatever that means ) andddd super duper happy just working with you guys! :) I feel the joy. anddd the love. *HUGS* I hope we'll just cling on together and never lose that very deep passion for our work. Remember, Relationship with intimacy is very very important. Escpecially while we're working! :D I'm losing words. Yeeeyikes, smack me smack meee ;) oh well, anywaay. Bottom line, I lovee you people (:

Way da go, IMPACT team ;)

I Exalt thee.

Hello Dad.
I just spoke to you just now. Like , 10 minutes ago? :D
And I just wanna thank you, that today, I was just so filled with your joy , that I couldnt just so screaming and dancing. I know It's not something that men can give, I knew it was from you. I know it's because you heard me crying in the toilet ( yer so embarasssing right DAD! ahha) Yeash I know you've heard me crying, and immediately you respond to me ;D I love you daddy, and I'm here for you. I finally understand the why you've put me into such situations. You've planned everything so well, you've sent your baby Philip , to pass on your message to me on the exact perfect time. All that I've experience, the past months, I finally understand why :) You've directed me to the path that I needed to go, and you've supplied me with everything I needed. Now you're equipping me. I love you, daddy. And whenever I think of your sacrifice, I'll just break down into tears, your love for me, is so personal. So unfailing, so true, so genuine, NON OTHER CAN GIVE ;D

Dear Daddy,
I've heard from you today, and I never wanna stop hearing from you.
You spoke to me so clearly. I love you, so very very very very much =)
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

MY HEART'S EVER READY FOR YOU NOW :)

Just yesterday, I was weeping out loud,
Today, I'm still weeping out loud, but with the your joy and your strength, filled in me.

Now Im ready to kick butt in school tomorrow!
;D

I'm tired. Really really tired.

Not physically. Mentally and spiritually. I'm so flippin' tired! Till it wasn't hard to just break down into tears. Whatever that means. I'm just all over the place, I have so much more to do, So many things in store for me. Honestly, I feel like just dropping everything and just lie flat on the bed. I want my brain to go blank.

I flashed back, and when I thought of the tight bonds we had, i broke down into tears. Over the past few months, I realised how much I've isolated myself. Someway or another, I felt as though i didnt know you guys anymore ;( It's tough for me. Because I've never thought that the tight bond will just go away. I couldnt balance my life. That was my weakness. I couldnt push away stuff from my schedule, just to make time for you guys, that was my weakness. I was snobish and acted as though I was as busy as the nerdy Billgates making money ( or even busy shaking legs ) Honestly, I feel so far away from you guys, even though I'm just right in front of you.

" Where's Janice? "

" Oh, she's busy with her stuff lah, as always .. " or

" What 'bout Janice?"

" Yeah la she only replies when she needs you .. "

It pierces through my heart everytime I hear those lines, because as much I love you guys, I truely wanna spend time with all of you. I'm weak and I'm all over the place. I can't manage everything well so that it'll be properly balanced. You must be thinking, Im just 15, just chill lah. I can't. I have more on my shoulders than what you think I have. I send sos telegrams to heaven from time to time, and I need a breakthrough ;( I was too proud to admit my weakness, I guess. Now that you know I need your support also. I've never felt as selfish and proud as this before. Never will I wanna be again. YES, If any of you read this, YES I have ALOT of struggles that you wouldnt even notice! And I FIND IT HARD TO BALANCE LIFE ITSELF. Scold me all you want :/

and to the Slim River Mission Trip '09 team, I wished our bond grew tighter. But sad to say I see less unity already. Sad for us, and sad for my own pathetic self, too. It's hard to see some of you drift away ;( Our mistake was, we didnt stay accountable for one another after the trip, and all of us were scattered over the place, almost drifted away. Someway or another we need to push each other through. Isnt that exactly what we've said? That we've all had this burning fire. and a passion deep down inside, and we'll do this together? I know some of us still are. and I appreciate that :D

My life is all over the place.I know it's for a purpose, And I know you have a plan for me.

You've arranged my life this way,because you know what's best for me.

You know my inner feelings and deepest thoughts. You hear my cries and all I want to do is rest in your arms. Take me to the place, where I can see you face to face.

I'm seeing so much clearer looking through your eyes. I could never find a safer place Even if I tried. All the times I've needed you, You've never left my side. I'm clinging to your every word. And I'm here to stay. Nothing can separate us, And I know, I'm okay. You cradle me gently , Wrapped in your arms. I'm assuredly Yours.

One thing I ask, and one thing I would seek. Is to see your beauty.

To lay off everything, and spend more time with You.

Truely, better is one day in your courts than a thousands elsewhere.

I feel so alone in this cold world. And all I have is you.
When Sometimes you're not even giving any responds.

;(

GOD, PLEASE.

JUST NUGDE ME OR
SMACK ME IF YOU'RE THERE!

Yes, The normal happy bubbly Janice Cow would just give you the happy retarded smile,
but I'm in desperate cry.


SO GOD, PLEASE, just hear me from over here.
I'm stuck in a puzzle I can't solve. You've given bits and pieces of 'em.
But I need more. I feel empty ;(

Goodbye, bloggie.
Just ignore my rants.

Okay now I miss the rats squeeking in the middle of the night, and pulling Sue out of the bed in the morning, watching how she grabs Ainsley AND Ainsley, the trained pig in zoo negara slept all the way. How we wake up early in the morning to bathe, and cook breakfast for everyone. and our BBQ dinner was just plain cool! Ohh and Jojee's reaction towards FAKE TOY LIZZAAARDS was epicly farnay! Plus, dragon whiskers, snails, Sue's karate kicks, strawberry pillow bargains, waffles, conveersations, fellowships, laughter, more rats, sweet corns and potato. HRMM ;D



I think the bond's quite tight already.
till we just have to go out tomorrow! ;D
Haha, I can't wait to sleepover at Sue's place and pull her out of bed all over again!
I just love you people, very very much x3
;)

PS / Sel and Ba I still need to go out with you guys!
Pfffffft. :0

MISSIONS CAMP 2010 ; The Ultimate Bom.

wasnt just an ordinary camp. It wasnt just an ordinary 96 hours spent. I wasnt on the computer, or the phone ( rarely) or the teevee. I wasn't studying throughout the holiday. That kicks away all the main distractions. It was a 96 hours well spent with 23 love revolutionarist , ever so thirsty to just keep seeking. Honestly, I hestitated to go for this camp. Because it's the 4th camp of the month and I'm flippin' tired. Like, seriously seriously 'boooof-ed'. But I just HAD to go for this and no doubt, I had no regrets, because this camp gave me my last answer.

You were just there, amongst us. Pouring down on us, with visions and voices.

I could feel the warmth as you spoke , and I immediately broke down into tears. You told me to push harder, and so I will. You told me I had a gentle heart, and that you were so happy with what I'm doing. Despite my age. You told me that you would reveal yourself to me, and I'll be here waiting for you.

You've arranged and planned everything , just as how I needed it to happen.
You've answered my questions, and everything else. You've placed this burning fire deep inside me, I've surrendered my life to you.



Now I have a renewed heart for these people and the many lost ones out there. I asked for open doors and You've placed me in the department so that I would pick things up. Now you're equipping me , so that I would stand strong. and Now that I've heard from you, I don't feel alone anymore.Yes, Here I am right now. I'll go alongside with you :)



At the end of the day You've filled me with so much joy and laughter.
I'm blessed to bless others and I could sing of your love forever.

Love,
JaniceAbrahamKhawAiMee :D

TOLD YOU PEOPLE MISSIONS CAMP WOULD BE AWESOME ;D

Hello O'Jello! :)
I'm back from KKB already. I didnt get bit my a leech. I got injured by the obstacle course there, instead. I wanted it vice versa okaaay. Rawr. I flippin' miss the bus ride, and how much I urged to stop by the grass and pee, how stinky and stuffy the dorm is, how cockroaches can just come crawl out of no where, all those toothpaste sabotages plus course and the late night mamak bonding sessionsss pffft I want to go back ;( Oh and how I stupidly injured my leg. And how I pulled my way through the jungle at 1am in the morning and bathe in cold water than. CHEE, I practically miss everything and everyone and everywhere lah!

The best part is, I'm going through more and more personal experience with You! :)
How cool is that suppose to be.
Ubber mud-ickyly- cool! ;D

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :
Hrm, Crashed Soph's house eearly in the morning.Camp's today :D I kept forgetting everything. I forgot my shoess and tracks and had to go all the way back.PPFFFT.( Yeaah right,I just camp back from AGC like, last week and I'm going for another camp over the weekends. SOO TIRING :/ ) Idont know why la but Im actually looking forward to Mission's camp more than this. I miss bathing in the colddd andd eating cockroaches. All the silly retarded hypery moments at camp :/ YIKESS. Now I'll have to face leeches. I'M GOIN TO CAMP AT KKB! =) Hahaha, Thank God I'm familiar with tthat place.

Oh andd yeah. Soph just spammed my blog. ANDDD I smell something niceee somewhereeee. OHHH PEANUTTT :) SHUCKS, i forgot to drop by at Parkson to get me a pair of pants summore wei. SHEESH. * CHEEE, Feeling the excitement yet? ;)

I WANT TO GO FOR MISSIONS CAMP!
EVEN BEFORE THIS CAMP.

Note to self ,
Please rmb to give Suwen a pretty haircut. And kidnap more people for missions camp.
Whoops. Serena wants to go on net.
CIAO =)

BACK FROM AGCCCC :)
Missing everything and everyone and every mommment.

HELLLOOOO MELLOWWW SOPHIA HERE! :)

Sitting here with Janice watching Lovely Bones is FREAKKKYY :P Hahahax once in a lifetime spaming Janice's blog... White Rhinoceres you are :D but funny laa you.HEEEEEE :) caaampssss! a prefect camp are we going?? Smiless ;) Love you fats, Sophia (a.k.a. skinny bones)