Thursday, May 27

*SCREAMS!*

*Laughs*

*FARTSS*

*BURPPPSS*

ALL GIRLS CAMP 2010!
-WWF-

is TOMORRRRRROOOWWWW!
Don't you feel the excitement yet?

Cause, I DOOOO! I'm flippin' excited and I can't wait to spent SLEEPLESS nights with all you awesome people! I can't wait to steal Mel's food in the middle of the night and crack cold lame jokes withhhhh lame peopleee ohh goodness the excitement is gonna kill me! Ohh and the best part issss to watch how God's gonna work His way througout the camp! PLUSS, All thoseee bonding sessions in the dorms! ;D late night chit chats maggi cups waiting to shower in the freezing cold waterrrr wanting to go out and feel the super amazing breezy wind in the morningg plus morning walks going from halls to halls andd EVERYTHING ELSE! :D

I CAN'T WAIT!
;D
See you awesome people there!
I wonder how amazing and noisy the bus will be.
Happy Birthday, Gloria Chan!
:D

Saturday, May 22

Drop dead.

I am utterly weak.
I feel like dropping everything I'm doing.
and to just listen to His voice.

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in your weakness "

2nd Corinthians 12:9
But this drives me to where I am today.

I'm forced to do the things I don't want to do. Studying, When all I wanna do is just sit. listen. talk. and spent the rest of the day of with Him.If I were to be given a choice, I would rather talk to Him, whole day long.I'm desperate. You hear me? I'm thirsty. and hungry. for YOU.I need a break and I want more of you ;(

Yes, I have all the things awaiting to be done on my 'To-Do-List'. Studies, responsibilities and everything.And I'm struggling so hard to focus more on what's beyond the four walls around me. I don't want to pursue anything out of selfish ambition. I want to do more than I'm doing, and offer more of me.


I don't want to waste time doing all these things. When all I wanna be IS OUT THERE , all I wanna hear is HIS VOICE, all I wanna do is HIS WILL, when all I wanna speak is of HIS LOVE , and all my feet wants is to follow after HIS FOOTSTEPS. all I wanna is feel is HIS PRESENCE, and for HIM to reign over the earth. I want all my things to be related to Him. I want to push the world aside. and to really focus on you. I don't want to be stuck here. I want to do your KINDA THING, you know? The kinda thing that would spark lives.
I hear of the awesome wonders you've done, and how you've used my friends to speak of your love. I dont want to sit around and wait for Greater Things to come, I want to be a part of the love revolution. I thank you for always nudging me, giving me constant reminders to make sure I'm aware of what I'm doing. and what I'm suppose to do. I thank you that whenever I'm off track, your love brings me back. And here I am today, feeling so connected with you. You're always supplying me with all the things I need, and you made the ultimate sacrifice. Everything FOR ME. I feel so in love with you and I want to serve you. You know the desires of my heart deep down inside.
All I long to do is worship.

I don't want anything to come in my way,
And I don't wanna let anything stop the fire burning in me.
I want to do more. Show me your heart and teach me your ways.
I need to be really balanced. and I wanna be ALL ABOUT YOU.

I can't imagine my life without you,
cause it's all for you.


I'm WEAK ;
I desperately need you ;(
I don't want straight As in exam,
I want YOU.

Sunday, May 2

All I need is you,

Oh WAIT. All I EVER HAD, IS YOU! :)
And you're the only one I could ever live for..


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Dear Janice,

You need to re-focus and set your priorities right. Yes, you think you're right at times but you lack wisdom. You need to intercede for yourself as you intercede for others. You have to learn to manage time and cope with everything else when everything else is happening everywhere else. THE WORLD DOESNT WAIT FOR YOU TO RELAX JANICE. You can't do it by yourself, you need His guidance and strength. You are WEAK Janice, there's nothing to be ashamed off.You need wisdom, you need to read more of Proverbs! You need to know what NOT TO DO, and WHAT TO DO. JANICE! You better not waste more time and procrastinate before I smack your butt! No more blogging/ facebook till you get hold of everything. No more texting, no more talking on the phone. No more scribbling random stuff on random recycled paper! There are many other stuff you need to pay attention to besides all these. REFOCUS , YOUNG LADY! No one's gonna making sure you do all these, it's for your own good. You know what you need to do. SO do you still want me to smack your butt or NOT!

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PS: I'm not gonna be touching my blog for quite sometime.
Yes, Melissa would definitely miss me! Which also reminds me, I owe Jofan a blog post and I HAVE to KIDNAP Amanda to go jogging with me! :)

 I can do all things, because it's you who gives me stength,
And I'm living by faith ; Nothing is impossible.
:D