YESH, I KNOW! I OWE PANG JOFAN A LONG SMEXY BIRTHDAY POST! :)

And! I have loadsa stuff added to my 'To Do , but lazy to do List'
Somebody smack me!
:(

to my Stubborn little bags,

If you ask me, yes. I highly believe that eye bags are the IN thing these days. It doesnt look THAT good on you, but still. Everyone's carrying it around everywhere they go and it seems like they're stubborn and they wont fall of easily. SOOOOO right. My point is, if you have eye bags, it's a TREND ;) Learn to live with it.

GO GET YOURSELVES AN EYE BAG OR TWO!
( OR MORE! ):)

What's it like to suffer and wait till you DIE?

So, I spent my almost my whole afternoon listening to Lydia Paul's message. Almost every part of the message spoke to met . There was this part she talked bout the lepers , how they suffered and all. It's not the main point of the whole message, but just to think of the sufferings they go through everyday. It made me cry just to think of it.

Imagine how much pain they go through EVERYDAY, with so little chance of being CURED. What bout those in the poor countries? WHAT IF they dont have anyone to foot their medical bills? There's NOTHING they can do, But to sit around and suffer from THAT EXCRUCIATING PAIN, just waiting to DIE. Is it fair to them , you ask? What did they do wrong to deserve this kind of pain? I'm sure NOT everyone deserved it. All those ikcy lepromatous germs just so happened to spread to them. it's not like they WANTED to suffer from this sickness, right?

But WHAT ABOUT YOU? You have a perfectly HEALTHY BODY, with every part working , alive, and going. BUT




WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DEVOTING YOURSELF/LIFE TO?

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You have,

MORE THAN YOU NEED AND  IT'S JUST NOT ENOUGH AND YOU WANT MORE!

I dare you to deny that you’ve complaint bout life. I know I have.

WHILE,They don’t have,

● EVERYTHING YOU HAVE. OR , EVERYTHING THEY EVEN NEED.

And they just wanna wake up, clinging on to a HOPE for a better life.
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WHEN YOU COULD ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING,

You flush it all away when you give in to your desires.

You spent time on worthless things

when you could reach out to a thousand others,

All you do is " I WANT THIS!" and demand it to be done.

You eat royal meals that would last them a day or two.

You pay at least RM30 per month on your phone ,

You pay at least RM88 per month for the Internet service,

You spent money of the stuff you DON'T actually  NEED,

and you say you can't afford to give.

HELLO? They're practically LIVING in HELL , while you're living this luxurious life!

All they want is  ,

●just to LIVE a SIMPLE, healthy life ( Even THAT, they can’t get. They have to go through all the sufferings they didn’t intend to )

● snap a finger and say “ I NEED THIS!!”
( but it often doesn't work for them either )

● just to have PROPER MEALS and sufficient nutrients EVERYDAY.

● stuff you already have, eg. Shelter, clothes, food, family, friends, LOVE.

● to experience how is it like to be LOVED. To be cared for.

● YOUR attention!

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Life is uncertain , anything could happen.
You might just end up in their shoes.
Wonder what happens next?

THINK. SACRIFICE. 

WHAT CAN I GIVE INSTEAD OF WHAT WOULD I RECEIVE?

Instead of being selfish and storing up everything for yourself, learn to give. Take it as a challenge to Go out of your comfort zone to make someone else feel comfortable and valuable. WALK THE TALK, Our words are important, but our actions carry more weight than our words.






I tell you the truth , whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine , you did for me. Matthew 25:31-46.

IT DOESN’T HURT TO GIVE, and certainly you won’t regret.
No matter what we have or do,
if we have not love then we have nothing and WE ARE NOTHING.

"Break my heart for what breaks yours"
Yesh, It certainly breaks HIS heart to hear the cries of the lost.
"Show me how to love like you, have loved me"
I couldn't stand it but to shed tears when I was watching the video.It really HIT ME HARD AGAIN, and I seriously heard, AND FELT , the cries of the lost.

But so WHAT? You can't just sit around waiting for GREATER THINGS to happen? You gotta STEP OUT FROM YOUR COMFORT ZONE, TAKE THAT STEP OF FAITH , AND
DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! :)

I called, you answered.

SMKSS'S CROSS COUNTY ; CHECKED!
Who's up for RUN for the NATION next?

Whoosh. I got outta bed at 6amish just to come for my school’s cross country on A SATURDAY. How nice. Despite the fact that most of the pigs decided to skip school on that day. Pfffft. Lazy butts like Tse Ann kept finding alternatives so that she WOULDN’T have to run. Grrr. And so, I ran alone and got 12th placing over all the form 3 girls. Like what the heck so unexpected right. I stinked all the way to the 12th. THEN, I tripped on the stage, laughing. Phew. ANYWAYS, after the whole sweating icky tiring morning, we went for lunch together! :D Hadn't had lunch together since like .. like .. last month! Hah. 

 and THEN, headed to Ben’s house for CG
meeting. FINALLY , I managed to get something productive done for the week! :D I didn’t get to attend SKSM’s sports day though. Yeah, pretty Depressing. And thanks John , for waking me up from my nap after a very very very long day ._. What kinda bestie is this lah. Grrr. Anyway! :D Today was the most productive day of the week! Exclude RR yesterday. Oh Well , Tomorrow’s all bout Missions! ;)

P/S : I'm starting to remember how irritating folios are.

PSS : HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINAAAAA WEEE & CEDRIC CHA! ;)

If it wasn’t for you ; pushing me so hard from behind ,
I wouldn't have made it through.
Oh yeassh, I feeel so full of your funny energy!

;D

Give RR a kick start? Checked! :)

School these days are pretty unproductive. Yes, there're classes on, but those aren't even PMR subjects. It's like, you rather stay and home and slouch on the couch, watching dramas or something. Totally unproductive. BUT THEN, Today was a whole different story. School wasn't that happening UNTIL , after school. Honestly, going round the school and picking up rubbish is not something HARD to do, it's pretty simple. and awesome people can make a simple activity like picking up the rubbish , FUN. People started to question us, like. Why're you doing this , why'd you even bother to pick up the rubbish around you? It' not like you get paid or something? No. It's not the case. Yes, some people would be looking down on us' nerds'. But they don't realise it yet. Yuppp, I was walking around with this club T shirt that says Jesus Loves You, picking up rubbish all over the school. INCLUDING WET ICKY stuff from the longkangs. Well those "pickable' one lah. :D praying for the whole school. and a few people we passed by on the way that we KNEW they needed our prayer. Hrmm, This might just be another small thing, but I suppose today was a good start for this whole Recess Revolution thing. Still holding on the fact that Greater Things are yet to come! :D

For Greater things are yet to come,

( Uh, I think I shot this in Perak ;D)
Look at the amount of rubbish in just ONE SPOT,
and tell me you're not the cause of it.

Finally! Our principle signed the RR papers, and we're officially ready to go! :D
If you ask me, yes I do believe LOVE is the movement.
I'm all pumped up and ready to go! (:
Cleaning a part of the school would be a great start.

For Greater Things are yet to come,
and greater things are yet to be done.
:D

When you're overseas and you're feeling so hungry,

NOW, THIS IS WHAT YOU'LL LIKE ! Hrmmm ..
I actually almost got scolded for blocking the pathway. HEH! ;D


'Love can work wonders.
It could keep the poor and destitute alive
through the generous giving of strangers - Julian A.
It's so true. I've been thinking alot lately.
But I dont have the time to blog!
Now, Thaaaaat irritates me.

You crossed the great divide, You took my place,
You offered up Your life though I have failed.
The veil was torn and love remained.

A love that walls cannot contain,
Yes, I'm desperately crying for your name.

When I look at this picture,

It reminds me of my awesome drastic life changing holiday :)
Yes, i miss you guys so very much. Esp MINN! cause I hadn't really see you in a while!
MINN WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU! Come to think of it, I would love re-live those awesome moments BUT , I would also like to go through life and all it's challenges now. All the ups and downs are pretty interesting, no? Heh, pretty confusing right.

Ohhh by the way, Anyone up for RUN FOR THE NATION?
Text me okay.

PEACE WATERMELON OUT!
:D

I think that having meetings in the conference room for 5 solid hours, is just plain awesome. With the help of coffee and tea with just a push of a button. How awesome (:

Into your hands, I commit again.

yMy entire evening was HILARIOUS. Everything went well, my heart beat was normal, I WAS BREATHING. Well besides breathing I WAS LAUGHING likeee nobodies business. No, today is no ordinary day, today was the Day I publicly declared that I'm a follower of Christ! :D And goodness, I went under the water with the my besssstieesss together! :D it was FLIPPING AWESOME. Yesh, I totally loved the warm, tight and lovely squeeze! It made me feel so warm, and calm. THANK YOU JAC AND MEL! I love you both sisters to death! and it's FLIPPING AWESOME that i went through all these with you guys. AYEEE ? I think i was basically laughing the whole time , before service, throughout the whole service, and AFTER SERVICE. Jac and Mel so retarded we went sky high before drowning ._. Haha! It's okaaay. it's an evening well spent! :D With joy, laughter, and a cup ful of retardedness! :D So much for all the inside joke la, people! ;) Ohhh darrn, i'm so gonna beat Ba in that game. That lil evil twit! So you think my day was awesome ? " ERRR YAHH" , quote, Mel.

SERIOUSLY, this evening couldn't have been any more AWESOME without you guys.

Blessed to have you guys as FRIENDS, what more. Siblings in CHRIST. People like you guys colour my life with oh so amazing colours, I think my eyes would even hurt to see those pretty colours! *HUGS*Special thanks to my two non bio bros , BALEX AND BOFAN :D Haha ( nicknamed!) Hao, Ba, Mel , Jac, Zkay, Justin, Alicia, Mandy, Sam, Ben, Daph andd the rest of the YC-ians who came in support ! ;D

OF COURSE, it couldn't be even more awesome without the presence of a very AWESOME YAHWEH. yes , I chose to DIE TO SELF, take up my cross and follow You!


To joy that speaks to my deepest need, To arms never far out of reach
Yeah, how Your love it Calls to me when I lose my way
Holds me close when I feel afraid , Take me back,
Got to trust that I'm safe and sound
Got to trust that it all comes down to
YOU!
I'm coming back to YOU!
The only thing I know worth living for
Will You take this heart and make it more like ,You! :)
I give it back to You
It's obvious no one could love me more
I'm Yours, and I'm coming BACK to YOU!

Yes, you .. To the ends of the earth.

HAH, *PEWPEW!*

Die to self,

For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life FOR ME, will save it. - Luke 9:24. Instead of TRYING to do everything right, i'm going to deny myself , surrendering my heart ,actions & thoughts, talents, and everything else , picking up my cross and following Yahweh. Learning to die to my own desires, and instead let HIS will be done. Yesh, I'm following Yahweh. RIGHT ON! :D Because I'm living for eternity , not for pleasures and the ways of the world.

These hands are yours, teach them to serve as you please,
as I reach out, desperate to see your greatness.

Oh btw, I'm excited bout getting under the waters tomorrow! :D

Note to self ,

I have a stand on my own ,

I don't have to blindly follow others. but why follow others in the first place? Because you're afraid to be all alone in this creepy lonely world.Yes, it's quite easy to say something but not to HANG on to it.

 

( and YESSS, I drew THAT while I was in the library!  :)
<= <=

"Young people are daring to make a stand ; not to blend in with the ordinary ,but to rise up and make the love of God a tangible thing .."I know that all these while, I've been looking for open doors.

But I've overlooked something. I've been busying looking for the "What MORE can I do?" than the " What I'M SUPPOSED TO and WHAT I should have focused on".We're called to shine His LIGHT, and share his LOVE.I'm doing my utmost best, but it seems like it's different when I'm OUTSIDE, and in SCHOOL.Yes, I'm aware that I'm suppose to be DIFFERENT from others, having a stand of my own .Not to say I've been completely lost focus ,but I've neglected certain areas.

THAAANK GOD, I'd learn my lesson through just an interview. I know right, You wouldnt  even understand how!  :D Even if it doesn't make any sense to you. Sometimes just that LITTLE obstacle you go through in life can teach you a lesson, if you really open your heart and think bout it. :D These sorta things often make you learn, and grow! yeaah, like a small mushroom growing like a big banana tree. ( I loveee bananas! :D ) Hee.

OPEN my eyes, to see the things that make your HEART CRY,to be the church that you would desire,
your LIGHT to be SEEN,

Break down my PRIDE, and all the WALLS I've built up inside, my EARTHLY CROWNS and all my DESIRES,
I lay at your feet.

We're called to be a city on a hill, emitting light so bright.
like a star on a cloudy night.

I've grown like , 2 cm todaaaay!
Not physically, but, oh well! :D
I didnt imagine myself to be ever so happy to be under probation la ._.
But like ,yeah. Definitely worth it.


" WHAT? It's not your nature to be AGGRESSIVE la!"- Tse Ann
" You have the soft pity compassionate look for others" - Sophia.
Yesh, I admit I might be soft at times , but I still have the garangness okay! Hah.
and I just so happen to have THAT lembik-ish soft look ._.
Hrmm. I WILL try but I think I'll alsojust  stick to being FIRM.
:)

Yes, I'm weak. But you're strong.

Even My nails smile so wide when I see people having the
fire and passion to share THE LOVE, and do GREATER THINGS.

I spent at least 340 minutes in school today.
The only productive class I had today was history , which was around 70 minutes or so.
I (we) spent the rest of the day slacking and wasting time :/
Teachers weren't around , Sub teachers just sat there.
Hrmmm, SOMEHOW , I spent my free periods sitting down , sorting some stuff out in my brain. I'm a thinker. I think alot. Hahaha, Not to the extend of OVERTHINKING till my brain goes bonkers lah. So I thought, Sure, I've grown SO MUCH , in other ways. BUT. For Godknowswhy I've been slacking in school for so long. I've neglected my duties , I've beeen slacking for good. I mean , whaaaat the heck had gotten into me la?

Talking bout Greater Things , having the fire to do what I was called for,
I've beeen focusing too much about what I could do OUTSIDE the school.
I totally neglected bout what I could do INSIDE ze school.
Yeah, sure. Just as you dream so big bout CHANGING the world, the actual change begins with YOURSELF :/ And yeah, I've been trying to improve EVERYTHING ELSE , EXCEPT. how much i've been slacking in school not only as a prefect. And it's funny , no? Cause I've been asking God what can I do for Him in return , and HIS answer was through the fiercest most amazing senior. HAHA. God, your sense of humour is ah, FIRST CLASS i tell you! haha, .
Now , the bad part is , i've to start working on it.
Yup, I'll get back to that old irritating lil fishball self.
Trust me :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AMANDA & CHEEWENG!
:)

Peeled an orange, What's next?

I could go skyhigh EVERYDAY because of the flipping hot and sexay weather here in Malaysia. Oh , and I Took the 11th National Postal BK Quiz , as the LAST EXAM for my first term. Guess what , I expect to get a C for it! :/ Grrr. Flunked my first term. Neh eh , ain't proud of it. CLIMB A TREEE , PEOPLE!

While you're busy napping in the afternoon,

something tries to sabotage you. The humid air and flipping hot weather'll wake you up in no time! No joke, I can even sit on the couch and start sweating all over. This , my friends. IS MALAYSIA :) Sigh. 4 hours of sleep yesterday resulted to super massive headache in the morning. Talking bout lack of sleep. Oh well , (not) looking forward to school tomorrow! :D Hah. Peel an orange, people!

QWERTYUIOP ;

It's one am-ish , I am ubber sleeepy And I'll have to brush up my photoshopping skills tomorrow. It sucks. :/ Not to mention I've to get up for school at 5amish tomorrow and continue sleeping in class. Oh well , thank God for everything! :D

OHMYBALLOONS!

Mmmm. Boy! Steamboat with theee bongs at 100C was yummy :)
But sadly , I have to re-sit my Math paper tomorrow.
So not looking forward to it.
:/

It's beeen..
10 years of friendship , laughter, retardedness , love , joy, (There was no peace at all xD) weeeeping sobbing moments , sudden attacks of hyperness ( That no one acctually understands :) and THANKFULLY , no quarelling/ complications WHATSOEVER AT ALL! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! :DThere is NO ONE like youuu , who understands me so very the well! :DBesides God , and a few other random people ;) Honestly ,you relate to me SO WELL , like. everypartofmylife! I love you sisssss. So very very much! *Hugs*Whoops. Gtg. But I still have much to say! (: God Bless you babyy.

I'm forgiven , because you were forsaken,

The greatest love that anyone could ever know ,
that overcame the cross and grave to find my soul,
and till I see you face to face , grace amazing takes me home,
I'll trust in You. and I will live , to love you.



Don't you just love the pic I took up there? :D
Ain't it sexy? *whistles*

ANYWAY , Today was a day very well spent :D
Unlike all the other days I've had for the pass week.
Well I had this random thought after I Ben kidnapped me.
" I should actually go date a bolster. It's super huggable!"
:)

Sorry la, I think i'm suffering from major depression.
Cause Ian and Sam stole my attention from a cute lil baby.
How nice of 'em gentlements lah.

Sigh. There's school tomorrow. Pffft. Worst still , EXAMS ; useless subjects.
Oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JOHANAN KONG XIAN ERN! :D
& A very HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ,
JOEY CHENG YUEN KUAAAAAANN!
loveee youu all ; *farts*

I can't imagine life without you,

Guess what.I just found out today that mini monopolys are sold at 10 bucks per set in Ipoh! ;D So cool right. I mean like, woah. Super cheap. But they're mini ones lah. One more thing, It feels good to hop around and start runing errands here and there again ; Yes , exams has been killing lots of my time , sad to say.

Nelle took this.
Well today I was stuck at the church library , and it's oh so amazingly peaceful there ( yeah , janice. Like , every library's peaceful lah! ) Hrmm. I picked up a d2y2 magazine and read bout Recess Revolution and how miracles happens here and there. Something struck my heart , but I think i'll talk bout it next time.

Yeah , if you're beginning to wonder what sticking in the library for hours without a motive of actually READING or doing something, could ever do to you, this shall your precious little answer. Drawing at the end of your history book , somehow ; CACAT-EDly. Yeah. It helps to kill time tooo.

Ohcrackers!I don't know why. But I'm feeling tired and sleepy. Hrmmm . Yeah I think it's because , I woke up at like. 7:30am just to go for a walk at the morning market! :D Right .. And I'll have to wake up super duper early tomorrow also. So yeah , better not let me see you peeps monkeying around! ;D Jaclyn , that includes you! and Mel , practise your piano. Mommy says you need 'em.

Dang, I'm gonna miss YC and a whole lot tomorrow! For a good cause , that is.
Oh and HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JOHANAN KONG! :D I don't think you'll ever read this anyway. Hahah.

Oh well. My bolster awaits. Ciao!
:)

Dedicated to another awesome childhood friend, Ze Sugar!

HAPPY BEEEEELOVED BIRTHDAY
JOHN LIM WEI ERN! :)
Oh my goodness it's been like what. 9 years of friendship weih!
( Eh what ? So cool onee right! I didnt even realise till I counted lor ) I also , kindly stole your picture on facebook , technically , you should thank me for that. Well anywaaay, It's your birthday today! Sadly, no human with a good heart and a good intention celebrated your birthday today. We'll do it on Sunday! :D I still remember how you use to (patheticly.. ) pull my hair when we were younger. like everyday lah! Hah.Love youu buddddy ; From standard ONE Seroja till the lame sugar rush-ed john lim wei ern style high! May we continue to go stronger together, and may YOU , reach your goal to cut down sugar intake. ( which i think it'll only happen waaaaaay in the future *cross fingers* ) Woookaaay LAH. I can write bout you till like , 3 pages lah. but I'm super sleeepy now so , forgive me! hehe :/ *knocks out*

You took the fall , and thought of me.

EILOUI! :D It's like so long since I've blogged. Yeah , Like a week ago? People definitely miss me! :D Haha. Teralexed there. Hrmm. One whole week of torture is now, finally flushed down the toilet bowl today! Like, seriously weih. I screwed my whole first term and I'm expecting all Cows and Donkeys to rule over my report card. ( and NO , I certaintly don't want red-ink on it : ) Well , I've got over first term la , but there's like. Plenty other more torture after THAT. In the mean time , I'll just sit back and relax instead of pressuring myself. ( and FYI, last minute revision early in the MORNING IS HEADACHE. Trust me, I've tried. ) And What so beneficial bout the super duper long exam time la? Besides checking through your answers over and over again and end up getting your hand SO VERY ITCHY, you 'layan' it and all of a sudden some thing's urging you to change your answers WHICH will end up with faulty answers :/ Sleeping on my papers would be my second option! :D Oh and I've changed my blog header. The picture's actually taken in Ipoh la just so you know. Heh.

Oh Well, I've got over THAT part.
After all There's MORE TO LIFE , than just exams.

I think that's it! If I don't grab my bolster and pillow now and jump on bed now ,
I'll go bonkers!


Now , I've found , the greatest Love of all , is mine ;
Since you laid down your life , the greatest sacrifice.
You're just plain awesome la.
I ♥ you! :)