Drop dead.

I am utterly weak.
I feel like dropping everything I'm doing.
and to just listen to His voice.

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in your weakness "
2nd Corinthians 12:9
But this drives me to where I am today.

I'm forced to do the things I don't want to do. Studying, When all I wanna do is just sit. listen. talk. and spent the rest of the day of with Him.If I were to be given a choice, I would rather talk to Him, whole day long.I'm desperate. You hear me? I'm thirsty. and hungry. for YOU.I need a break and I want more of you ;(

Yes, I have all the things awaiting to be done on my 'To-Do-List'. Studies, responsibilities and everything.And I'm struggling so hard to focus more on what's beyond the four walls around me. I don't want to pursue anything out of selfish ambition. I want to do more than I'm doing, and offer more of me.

I don't want to waste time doing all these things. When all I wanna be IS OUT THERE , all I wanna hear is HIS VOICE, all I wanna do is HIS WILL, when all I wanna speak is of HIS LOVE , and all my feet wants is to follow after HIS FOOTSTEPS. all I wanna is feel is HIS PRESENCE, and for HIM to reign over the earth. I want all my things to be related to Him. I want to push the world aside. and to really focus on you. I don't want to be stuck here. I want to do your KINDA THING, you know? The kinda thing that would spark lives.
I hear of the awesome wonders you've done, and how you've used my friends to speak of your love. I dont want to sit around and wait for Greater Things to come, I want to be a part of the love revolution. I thank you for always nudging me, giving me constant reminders to make sure I'm aware of what I'm doing. and what I'm suppose to do. I thank you that whenever I'm off track, your love brings me back. And here I am today, feeling so connected with you. You're always supplying me with all the things I need, and you made the ultimate sacrifice. Everything FOR ME. I feel so in love with you and I want to serve you. You know the desires of my heart deep down inside. All I long to do is worship.

I don't want anything to come in my way,
And I don't wanna let anything stop the fire burning in me.
I want to do more. Show me your heart and teach me your ways.
I need to be really balanced. and I wanna be ALL ABOUT YOU.

I can't imagine my life without you,
cause it's all for you.

I'm WEAK ;
I desperately need you ;(
I don't want straight As in exam,
I want YOU.